Wow my “team” really doesn’t notice if I’m at work or not. They just had a morning team meeting and I didn’t realise till I peeped over my desk and they were all gathered around. They didn’t even realise that I wasn’t there. THANKS GUYS FOR REALLY MAKING ME FEEL A PART OF THE TEAM. Ha and yesterday in the team meeting they joked around bein all like “you’re in our team?”. Fuck you guys hey, pretty sure this can be classed as workplace bullying. I’ve been at this fucking job for 14 months and my team only consists of twelve people too. HOW DO I JUST NOT EXIST AMONGST A PUNY TWELVE PEOPLE? This is the one place in my life that I’ve never been “miss popular”..I’m now actually the nerd with a crush on the jock who doesn’t even know she exists. I USED TO BE THE CHEERLEADER.
I’ve been at work for over an hour now and I have done nothing. And with my job you actually have to do work, I only get away with shit because my desk is situated in a snazy lil corner, so no one sees me, no ones hears me, no one even knows I work here basically. Thats good n all but when I have my monthly review I will be questioned. I don’t really know if I’m gunna hold this one down much longer, unlesss I suck up and kiss ass’. I think I should get ready for the sack by the end of this year/beginning of next. FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF