Stoned. So so so so fucking high. Watching cloverfield and its just far too intense. The shouting, the mayhem, the fact all this shit is going down in New York and I’m going there in three months. I really can’t take it. I actually feel like its the end of the fucking world watching this movie. Half taking my eyes off the tv screen I notice that my legs are see through? WHAT THE FUCK? My legs are numb too so the pins and needles that are slowly creepin on me ACTUALLY feel like pins and needles being jammed into me. LIKE REAL PINS AND NEEDLES. Watching colverfield, can’t feel my legs, feeling like I should stop watching cloverfield because I really can’t handle it anymore. I don’t think the others realise how stoned I really am. I’m trying to act really normal. Must be workin. But you know how when your really tring to act normal it just looks so not normal. PARANOID. Oh mannn I gotta stop watching this. Everythings just too intense. So I go watch Dexter, still too intense. Anything on a tv right now is just too intense. Like fuck, probably wouldn’t even be able to watch the simpsons. Drift to sleep before an episode of Dexter even plays all the way through. Definetly the most stoned I have ever been.
in reference to my past two posts, i failed both. I ate a whopper burger after work. Am high now so will soon or later get the munchies and get another two whoppers. I’m also watching a shit spanish movie that is subtitled so have lost interest within seconds. Fucking spanish. Fuck that. I will regret writing all this. Trust me i really fucking will. I just wanna do a shout out to my homies, nicole, laura, andrew and chloe. (i will insert links in your name when i can be borthed and when i’m not typing all this on a fucking mobile phone. Loooovvveeessss it
I actually have to do this, if I want to fit this dress I really want to wear to my sis’ weddin, which is in two weeks. So I actually need/want to lose 20 kilos in 2 weeks. So I have to actually lose 1.43 kilos a day? HOLY SHIT.